I told you

now I have you

My Friend

I can hear you when you whisper sweet lies.I can see you through your vicious disguise.(pre)“Hey”Don’t you know I’m talking to you.“Hey”You speak of me behind my back.“Hey”What do you think your doing?You can’t treat me like that.(chorus)I’m ripping out my hair and tearing off my skin,While watching you call everyone my friend, my friend.No one treats(verse)Spreading rumors makes you feel ten feet tall.Cause you can only move up if the others fall.(pre 2)“Hey”Don’t you know I’m talking to you.“Hey”You speak of me behind my back.“Hey”What do you think your doing?You can’t act like that.(chorus)I’m ripping out my hair and tearing off my skin,While watching you call everyone my friend, my friend.(bridge breakdown)I can hear you whisper sweet lies, I can see your vicious disguise.It’s only fate, make no mistake, I will laugh when you fall.It’s only fate, make no mistake, you are no friend at all.(pre)“Hey”Don’t you know I’m talking to you.“Hey”You speak of me behind my back.“Hey”What do you think your doing?You can’t treat me like that.(chorus)I’m ripping out my hair and tearing off my skin,While watching you call everyone, my friend, my friend.You backstabbing little bitch you think that you will win.But everyone really knows you’re no friend, my friend.(pre)“Hey”Don’t you know I’m talking to you.“Hey”You speak of me behind my back.“Hey”What do you think your doing?No one acts like that.

Becoming Numb

Getting so irate that my vision is blured
Getting so angry I can't hear
Getting so furious all I can do is scream
Getting so inflamed all I want is to cause pain

Fuck you for the way you are
Fuck you for ever making me care
Fuck you for ever acting like you cared
Fuck you for making me like this
Fuck you for everything that has happened
Fuck you for hurting me
Fuck you forever

Becoming so dejected all I feel is pain
Becoming so destressed I can't speak
Becoming so heart broken as I listen to your apology
Becoming so sad that I can't stop crying

I can't help but wonder if you ever thought what this would do to me
I can't help but wonder if you ever considered my feelings
I can't help but wonder if you knew how much of a train wreck this would make me
I can't help but wonder if you even thought of me when you let this happen
I can't help but wonder if you realized how close you were to me
I can't help but wonder if you realize that I don't know who to cry too

I had you and now no one
I want to see you, but I don't
I have gone through so much that I am done
I have felt so much that I can't feel anymore
I wanted so much that I can't seem to have
I am done with all this emotion and now I am numb